Hello Terry: Thank you for bringing your concern here to PC. I'm afraid I'm one of those people who wouldn't know what to say about what you're experiencing. So I can't really offer anything with regard to it. However I noticed this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central.

Two additional forums, here on PC, that may be of interest to you would be the health support forum & the chronic pain forum. Here are links to these forums:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/health-support/

https://forums.psychcentral.com/chronic-pain-support/

I hope you find PC to be of benefit.