when i was 19 i fell in love with my sole mate. but it wasn't the right time so we parted ways. It was the hardest thing i have ever done in my life. I loved him to this day. I just found out he has died of natural causes. It doesn't feel real. I keep thinking about the things I wanted to tell him but never did. I know I will get though this but it will hurt me for rest of my life.