are you social? when you said 'you make a move and they push you away' you kind of lost me. I thought you had anxiety issues. Im social, but I have physical contact issues. It seems common for your age range to not have many or any relationships. Im 20/M with 2 relations that both failed when they got to know me. Kissing was hard enough, but without a goal of sex, the relationship fell apart due to to much space and uncomfortable moments.

I Dont Know, thats Life.
'if its easily gained, its easily lost.' (lol pointless quote)
good luck