Dear Former T: thanks for the email. But it was so short. I feel like I'm nothing to you anymore. I feel like I don't matter to you. I know you said you care about me, but it feels like you don't. I know feelings lie. I just want things to be like it was when you were my T but they can't be. And it doesn't help that my last appointment with my current T didn't go well. I feel unsupported. I feel uncared about. I feel lost. I feel alone. I feel unwell. And I feel like no one cares. Again, I know feelings lie. But boy, can they be strong. Kit