Thanks @Omers I keep telling myself "This too shall pass." And that helps a little. I'm not going to feel yucky forever, I'm not going to feel crappy forever, I'm going to feel better eventually, maybe sooner, maybe later. I totally want to honor my promise for Lent so thanks for encouraging me. I'm sorry your former T hasn't gotten back to you. Mine took 10 days to get back to me so maybe yours will soon. I have friends just most of them are far away and the one that is here isn't available much of the time. So I do feel lonely. Yes, you're right. Maybe its good I have work to distract me. I feel like I need a break. Maybe I will go to Disneyland on Sunday. Just go somewhere and get away for the day and not have to worry about stuff. Thanks for the encouragement Omers. HUGS Kit