My therapist was like "Yes, it's true that you have a flat affect" and I was sad because another professional confirmed it... I was sad when a psychiatrist writes "Poverty of speech".

I did cry in front of my treatment team once.. not sure what it was about but I was having a lot of hypno hallucinations and felt so tired like I was in a dream... "Up the Concerta to 108mg when you get to your outpatient pdoc.. I give you 60mg Vyvanse for now" well.. I walked out of the hospital dancing and feeling happy on 30+mg Abilify then "No insight to risks and inappropriate behavior" I got mad at him for saying that!