Hi sarahsweets. I’m a new member and I just wanted to tell you that what you said is encouraging, for me. My spouse feels exactly as lowpoint does and I am truly discouraged more often these last couple of years. He’s a good person who deserves a chance in life. If only he saw it that way. Thank you for sharing. (Sorry if I typed this in the wrong area - - new to this whole online support thing.)
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Originally Posted by sarahsweets
I will have to frame this in the context of getting sober for me, just to explain it better. I had to decide that I was sick enough of the pain and misery. One morning in the early hours and I was just wrecked and weeping like I never had. I decided to ask for help and that is when I started going to AA and stopped drinking. A similar thing happened with being med compliant. I was recommended to take a certain dose of a medication and I refused because I was worried about weight gain. I would go into these fugue states that involved scary disassociation, combativeness- it got ugly. One day I decided cleaning up the wreckage of those episodes was no longer working for me and my family I decided to listen to the doc. And it was only a 15lb weight gain (I was just hypersensitive because I had gastric bypass and kept all the weight off). I learned to love myself more. My husband fills my awesome pill cases every month(I can share a pic they are truly amazing cases) and that makes him feel like he contributes to my mental wellbeing and this way I donot forget. I had also been in therapy forever so that really helped.
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