All of ur opinions will truely help me.. just looking for ANY other point of view

so 2017 was really a bad year for me , and my issue is that :

==> If i find that a product was made during that time (2017) i dont take it , or if a video was created in that time i dont watch it , literally anything thats has to do with that year i dont do it


==> BECAUSE : in the back of my mind i say " if i get this phone that was created in 2017 , then it will be thanks to that depressing year that im gonna meet new friends, (because thanks to that phone , i will chat with new people etc)

As if thanks to that depressing year (year the phone was made) that im gonna make new huge changes in my life etc..

i already regained my old happy self , 2018/2019 were good , but i still cant accept things that were created in that year , thats why im trying to find a way to convince myself

Any different Approach ? or Logical way of thinking ? to accept every thing that was created in that year ? Thankyou alot <3 ...

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