{{{{{{{{{Lexi}}}}}}}}}}}}

If you need some support, I think you should post. I'm glad that you reached out and let us know that you are hurting. I'm sorry that you're hurting though. If you can, try not to feel bad about the way you feel. SC keeps telling me feelings are not good or bad - they just are. You're definitely not the first person to be sad because her bf got a job he likes and that means less time to spend together. And if your job doesn't make you happy, maybe it's something you need to do right now, but can you think of things that you could do to improve that situation? Maybe you need to accept work where you can find it, but are you still looking for something that would be better for you? What would you like to be doing in time if you can do anything you like? What can you be doing now to make that happen?