I don´t have any actual friends because I so often get upset and disappointed in others. I´ve had a few friends, not close friends but someone I could watch a movie with and similar. I´m never aggressive towards anyone, it´s more that I become disappointed and I then decide not to contact them again or I withdraw.


After I became more depressed and anxious I also isolate more and I find it too painful to risk the feelings of disappointment and rejection of others.


The other day I got very disappointed when my case manager didn´t call me back for two days after calling her several times and leaving a couple of messages on her answering machine.


As I felt she ignored me I cancelled our next appointment and called her manager to ask for another case manager. (They didn´t have one so it ended in rescheduling with the case manager I already saw).

Does anyone relate to this, has this happened to you?