I donīt have any actual friends because I so often get upset and disappointed in others. Iīve had a few friends, not close friends but someone I could watch a movie with and similar. Iīm never aggressive towards anyone, itīs more that I become disappointed and I then decide not to contact them again or I withdraw.
After I became more depressed and anxious I also isolate more and I find it too painful to risk the feelings of disappointment and rejection of others.
The other day I got very disappointed when my case manager didnīt call me back for two days after calling her several times and leaving a couple of messages on her answering machine.
As I felt she ignored me I cancelled our next appointment and called her manager to ask for another case manager. (They didnīt have one so it ended in rescheduling with the case manager I already saw).
Does anyone relate to this, has this happened to you?