[Thank you Mopey, yes i'll keep posting. my intention though is not to complain but to feel less lonely and kind of journaling for as long as it helps.]

Absolutely, Sinking. And I must beg you to make allowances for my sense of humor, which I know is extremely regrettable and has gotten me into all kinds of trouble, but I've never succeeded in getting rid of it. Sadly, it seems to be a permanent part of me.

I'm always wishing you well and enjoy hearing about your days. And I know firsthand how writing and journaling can help. Do keep it up!