Hello

I can't seem to let go of her because shes my best friend, shes been there for me through so much but it doesn't change the pain I deal with.
I've tried many times to break it off, so many people call her abusive and I know that, I know shes not good for me.

I feel like if I break off my friendship with her, the stories we had together would be a waste, I wouldn't have a best friend anymore.

I just need help, trying to break it off, I want to but at the same time I'm stuck.