Thank you, everyone!

Yeah, maybe those two women ARE running from themselves? OR, the one who ghosted me just got too busy while working overseas? OR I had just been too needy of her and too heavy in my emails? And the one who got married decided it had been too long for us to not talk? OR she got married and decided to cut ties with all old friends?

I guess I will never know. I could sit here and guess endlessly, but the bottom line is I will never know so I will have to just be OK with that the fact that they no longer wish to be friends.

I AM struggling a bit internally, as was mentioned above. I've been hurt by many friendships in my life, especially when young, so this happening just resurfaces those old wounds.

It just sucks. And the work thing is less of a big deal. I can let that roll over.

Ugh. I have to get past this somehow and not let it hurt me so much!