my problem (or one of my main problems) is that I find it really hard to forgive someone for not doing what they are supposed to, or doing it wrong, or just making a mess of things.

a lot of people don't like coming near me anyway (because of the whole MI thing), so the few friends I do have don't seem to stick around long because I get really annoyed and upset with them for taking their time or messing things up

one of my sayings is, if you want it done right, do it yourself

their's some truth to that