T, are we OK? I know if you weren’t OK with me you would look into what was causing you to not be OK with me.... I know you wouldn’t just jump to blaming me. And I know we would talk about it
I got materials to do another project for you. My crafting mentor said I need to keep practicing on small projects and not over extend myself trying a big project yet. Problem is there aren’t any small projects at my level that motivate me... other than you might be able to use them. I hope you will listen and not read too much into it. I know you are a process person too. I need the process but you can use the product to help other clients. They would just be clutter to me. I don’t want all the hassle of setting up a shop and trying to sell anything yet.
T, I don’t feel good. I know a lot of it is stress. I know you want to work on trauma but maybe we need to work on stress. Right now trauma work (if I could avoid home/work/family) would be a welcomed break... yeh, the stress is that bad.
T, I’m catching on. You aren’t like the other T’s. You want me feeling safe and comfortable while we work in every way you can possibly provide without taking away from your needs. You aren’t doing it just so that you can frustrate me or hurt me later. You believe I can only heal in a safe, positive environment. I get it now and I am even started to believe it.