My internal antenna says no to the therapists I saw today..... it's not him it's me, I can put myself through where someone knows trauma exists but doesn't really know how to respond to it. He also told me he is pretty booked up with others.
Oh and one Last thing, one session and he mentioned "sometimes the bipolar diagnosis fits at one point and not later". So 2011 &2017 it fit but not now?

I talked too much, and dissociated...
Go to another I guess.. may just go back to where they screwed me on the bill.. because I liked that therapist