I hate the issue of my insurance company and going back to once a week
I think you don't understand that I don't really care if my primary insurance covers a second session. They can reject the claim if they want. My secondary insurance is willing to cover two sessions a week, so it would just mean a $10 copay for the second session every week.
I've tried to explain this before. It's really not that complicated.
And then I worry that it's not just the insurance. That you want me to go back to once a week. That you're sick of dealing with me. That my issues are no longer severe enough. That people won't care about me anymore if I get better.