T, H is at it again. Why does he do this when you go away. Please stop going away (OK, more than just because of H). It’s family again so I won’t call or send more emails but I know you don’t know that. So much to talk about next week and not enough time. T, I need you to know I am not OK. I don’t get Sui any more, I don’t SH, I don’t do drugs.... but that doesn’t mean I am OK, it just means those things don’t help either, not even as a short term fix. No one wants to take me serious because I don’t act out. That doesn’t mean I am OK. I know you have worried about this from our first session. You have worked so hard to do as much as you possibly can to support me as fast as you can but I’ve reached my limit and I am breaking down faster than we have appointments to put me back together.