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Location: New York
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Mar 28, 2019 at 10:30 PM
Possible trigger:
"if ladies arent interested in me, then thats okay. its not even much their fault, but rather somewht maybe my country's history and my background
"i should just be content with my imagination
"its when i get thoughts of women who arent interested in me though, thats when its important for me to just be content
"i feel theres nothing wrong with liking ladies, even if i dont ever date one. liking women and my imagination are pretty much my only freedoms.
"its like getting in trouble for my personality
"but yeah, i jsut dont want to have thoughts of dating women who dont like me. its not healthy for me, i feel. thats why i got to just not be around women too much and just imagine dating more
"it's not bad i guess, but im feeding myself an illusion i guess. i need to understand some reality i guess.
"oh, and i didnt like dating websites. being in environments where i was ignored nearly completely. so i guess environment matters
"theres nothing wrong with my personality, its just where i express that personality. i should continue trying in stagram. youtube is cool, but i dont get much interaction there
"I definitely have to avoid environments where people call me the N word and a slave, multiple times; which seems to be chatrooms. I defintely have to try instagram more."- my comments in a public chatroom
I should probably start reviewing my sex health journal, because I was repeating things that I had already discovered in my journal. they say forgetfulness is a common thing in sex addicts.
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