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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
I think you’re experiencing what I did in lack of motivation, you have to find something you live for, not a person but a thing, maybe it’s philosophy. Sometimes you stop waking up and having energy because you’ve given up on your thing that drives you. Once you have that thing you won’t miss a pdoc appointment because you want to get better, you push harder....
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True but i am so confused as to whats causing me to not have energy. Because its like no matter what i do everyday, im STILL energyless. I could be really excited about something but i still wake up with no energy. I feel like something is very wrong with me medically, because it shouldnt be like this. Unless its the meds. I think im going to change from haldol to maybe geodon. Idk idk idk. Something. Anything but haldol.
Believe me im pushing very hard. I apply to jobs every single day. Im making appts to get better. Im taking my meds and vitamins as prescribed. I rarely miss them. Im still energyless.
Maybe i need a motivation yes.
Bf is getting a second job because we are struggling. I will never really see him anymore. And that pains me so much.