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Originally Posted by newtus
Thank you for replying.
My sister cant come to me. I wish she could. Shes actually in town for business and her and my mom invited me to goto my moms to see her but her schedule is so packed. So i would have to go around my SISTERS schedule and it just wouldnt work with all i have going on and need to do. Itd probably work if i lived closer. They are basically wanting me to come around 5pm. So i would only see her a few hours before i need to take my meds and would eventually sleep. They have to be somewhere at 7 in the morning tomorrow. It makes no sense to drive almost 4 hours or less roundtrip for a few hours to see her.
I think i tried geodon and it didnt do anything but that was years ago. Im considering try that again or something equivalent because i dont deal with psychosis that much anymore. At least i think i dont. I havent been under huge pressure lately until recently.
I need to cut back my drinking to two 12ounce beers. I been drinking two 24 and 32 ounces.
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that's lame... i know how family can be and if they really wanted to see you they would work around your schedule but i can understand not having time... i can understand not wanting to drive 4 hours there... my dad use to live 1 1/2 away too out in the boonies... it was hard seeing him and would rarely go there. now he lives in grove city ohio like me and he never sees me. i went over there a couple weeks ago and i had to leave early because my stepmom was mad at my sister and was being a smart *** to me. I've sent her a message on facebook but she's ignoring me... when my mom came to pick me up she acted nicer to me because i know she is worried my mom would kick her *** if she was going to be a smart *** towards her too. haha
Geodon doesn't give me many symptoms... that's why i like it... plus it suppresses my hunger and making me lose weight. i would probably go back to my high school weight here shortly if i continue to lose weight. who knows maybe even less?
Maybe you should talk to Loial about your alcohol problem because i know he's going through addiction at the moment... maybe he can give you some pointers and can talk more about it... i'm sure he doesn't mind. he's good to talk to about stuff... trust me... it's something to consider. I don't recommend AA because there's a lot of creeps in AA and they allow just anyone there. even those with felonies for rape and ****... They have better programs in the UK. I know you can't just go to the UK but maybe take some pointer from Loial and what he's doing? It may not seem like a big problem now but it can get worse.