Ya know Newt. I’ll be completely honest with you.
I am 100% clear of meds as of right now. I get about 10 hours sleep per night. I do not drink. I smoke a lot but it doesn’t alter me...no grogginess etc. I am not depressed or suffering from any symptoms.
I have ZERO energy. I am dragging my *** from place to place. I collapse after workibg and taking care of the family. Literally collapse. Last night after a 10 hr work day, an hour of dinner prep, and homework, chatting, etc I was completely done. I was dead to the world by 10.
I honestly and truly believe that some people just do not ever feel rested or energized.
The only time I have ever felt “energized” is when I was lifting. It was a weird type of “high”.
I don’t think it’s the meds.
The only other thing you and I have in common is the Vit D deficiency. Mine is like 4 [emoji23] I’m basically a vampire.