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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
In the western world people deal with those visions and thoughts differently than in the east.. In India the psychiatrist tells the person to see a type of shaman or spiritual healer..
It makes me question what is real. But you have to know if what isn't real is interfering with your functioning in the type of society you live in. That's the main thing.. or your physical health.. or anyone else's.. same with death or anyone else's.
In reality, every decision we make kills millions of people a year.. if you think about it that way.. but you have to think of it in r-e-a-l-i-t-y.. whatever that is.. maybe the government and secret societies created reality for us and they're screwing around having secret spirit parties.
But we must ignore it for our own sanity.
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I've been ignoring it. I know self harm is a bad thing but deep down in my brain i'm feel like i need to do it... it'll calm them down and stop it all... i want to stop it all. i'm gods gift for the dead. I need to appease the spirits... hermes tells me I can fly... in the sky and see my uncle and nan because they're waiting for me up in the afterlife. they are at peace though... i want to see them. i want to see them again... I have life now but when death comes i'll get to see them again. i'm going to hell when i die but if i can fly into the heavens i can see them again one last time before i die and go to hell.