I'm so sorry you're hurting so much, TheNightWhistle I understand what you mean. If you feel like you're still struggling perhaps it's not the best time to start looking for another relationship. I understand why you'd feel lonely though. I'd suggest to use this time to start woking on yourself! Often the loneliness comes from ourselves! I completely agree with what all the other people on this thread have already wisely said better than I ever could! You've been given lots of great advice on this thread! I'd suggest to follow it if you can and want! Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help! You could learn new ways to cope with your feelings! I'm so sorry you're going through all of this! Please don't give up! Try to hang on! You're a strong, wonderful person! Please remember that! Remember that we're here for you if you need it! Feel free to PM me anytime! Let me know if I can do something to help you! Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes! I'm so sorry you have to deal with all of this, TheNightWhistle! You don't deserve to suffer at all! Nobody deserves to suffer at all, certainly not you! I hope things will get better soon for you! Just try to do your best! That's all you can do after all and it's more than enough! We're all here for you if you need it! Please remember that! I hope that writing here and talking to us will help you to make you feel a bit less lonely!