I have been in a long depressive episode since December. If im being completely honest, im starting to run out of hope. I just keep getting worse every single day, and i dont know what to do. I havent really told anyone about how im feeling, i lie and just say im tired because i dont want to spill my feelings, but its obvious to my friends and to my family that something is up. I have been depressed before, but not for this long, i feel the depression subside somedays and im happy, but then back to being sad. Can anyone relate to this? At all?