I am having a hard time finding motivation for recovery. My weight is stable, but i am still terrified of gaining weight. I even find myself wanting to be thinner again. I am over 18 but my mother keeps threatening to pull me out of university and get me commited to a treatment center if i dont "get my act together." But the more she tells me what to do, the more i dont want to do it. I just dont know what to do. Any advice?