I feel super good today. Been feeling really good since last night. No panic attack either so didnt take any benzo. I have a lot of benzos..

I've been taking my vyvanse as prescribed for weeks! How is that possible? It is possible to not be addicted after stim abuse. I am proof of it.

Angelica.. I was craving tobacco and drinking coffee so I bought tobacco and coffee flavoured nicotine e-juice =] One e-juice is 25mg nicotine. I'm going to use that for when I need a quick hit while resting at the restaurant on the ski hill.

I cant drink ANY alcohol or I get a panic attack.. so I've been dry for a while now..

I feel good and sane zero paranoia less numb