Tough day today. Mom is still recovering from that fall on the escalator and they found an aggressive cancer on the back of her arm. I just changed the dressing for the first time and realized how extensively they had to cut to remove it. It worries me.

I have a close family friend who works at Belk offer to get me at their discount two pairs of yellow box flip flops. I love them so much I wear them year round. My friend stiffed me for the shoes and the money. It cost me $30 and a long friendship. Really disturbed about that...the friendship.

I’m trying to keep an open heart and open mind about seeing this new NP on Tuesday but I find myself both doubtful and resentful. My appointment is for 1 hour and I’d like to start off on the right foot if I can get over my attitude.

Goal for tomorrow: be more positive. Thanks for letting me vent.

Warm wishes and hugs to all.