IDK, I don't feel bad. This is the first night I haven't been running around like a mad woman because Miguel graduation struck me out of nowhere. When he's already going to go to PA this summer and it only leaves a month to get everything together for his permit, internship and next semester of school. It's so much to get done.

I'm still mad at my parents and I don't see myself getting through this anger any time soon. They did offer to take him to PA to save us the plane fare which is super nice of them. I know they care but this is importation. I know they don't understand and are more worried about my sister and her kids.

My mom posted something on facebook and for the first time EVER I re-posted it and replied. I didn't post it on her post but my own. I've literally never done that before. I don't post things to my facebook ever. I have the things I'm tagged in and that's it. I have a squeaky clean facebook because I'm paranoid what people will think if I say my opinions. So I might just be getting cranky. My sister and I were just talking the other day we say TMI when we get upset. I she would have pushed the topic I would have told her things no parents want to know about how my family works. Maybe I'm starting to tip into hypo mania. However I just took an ambien and feel better.

Miguel is so burnt out though. I'm hoping summer will help. He wants to drop a class but can't . We don't have the money to pay for the course. His only option is to try his best to pass it.