Why do you continue this pattern ? I think changing it to real pills and decreasing my zyprexa was probably a bad idea. Also I couldn't pay for my prozac. My husband asked me last night whether I was taking my meds properly and I answered truthfully. I feel even if this was another illness I'd do the same. I just hate feeling like I'm in trouble because I have mental illness. I know I'm a horrible client. I know what I should do. I should call I can set up an appointment way out to be at the same day as one of them.