Thanks.

I just want to note that the language class was something I tried on the Fall. I enjoyed it but then when the next round came up, life sort of happened for me, I was busy, stressed, and couldn't do the class. So it's spring, I'm taking the class again, and I only have 6 classes left. I would like to do my best to finish. And then reassess when it's over. I think a lot of my wanting to quit, is that I haven't studied this week, and have been procrastinating like crazy on studying. I know I will be behind if I go to class not having studied. But yeah no one is forcing me to be there. I am getting "support" though, and that person may be disappointed if I quit. I am probably going to stick it out. Maybe it's a learning / self exploration experience.

However, I wrote some things down in my journal last night about "Where I want my energy to go":

-I want to play basketball and dance. They're two things I did as a kid. I miss both. I also want to jog on the treadmill with music.

-There are certain books I want to read.

-I want to volunteer for a house building project and committee. Even though it feels quite out of my depths. The person I contacted was very nice, and excited to have me.

-I want to continue crafting. I knit and make jewelry.

-I want to continue meditating.

There are other things too, but I think this is a good list for now.