T, I’m sad and I miss you. Tomorrow I work and you are not in the office but I know I can call you if I need to Tuesday. I don’t know if I can explain it on the phone though. Spring break is almost over... all clear until summer vacation. Yuck. I can get the money to go inpatient if I need to but it puts me in a bad place financially. Maybe there is something we can work out that will feel like enough without driving you crazy? I don’t know and I don’t know if it would work... but I don’t know that inpatient will work either.
H has noticed I no longer wear my ring but he seems to just be waiting for it to pass. He has not said anything or asked about it.
T, I need hugs... like lots of them not just the end of session hug.