I don't like asking for help because I know my blood pressure is high when the cat knows my blood pressure is high. "Oh no.. I'm having a panic attack and the cat knows".

The cat can sense my thoughts through the afterlife sometimes. We both connect through the afterlife and reality at the same time.

Or walking in the mall after smoking weed, "oh no.. everyone knows that I'm high"..

So when I'm doing bad, I dont want people to know so I talk about bad times when I'm in a good mental state.

Does that make sense? I'm sure it does..