I'm not familiar with the song, but if it's a song that you can relate to good. I find music really helps me deal with / express emotions. Quitting an addiction is really hard. I tried many times to stop before I finally got serious and went to rehab. Even after rehab I kept relapsing, until I lost my job and wound up in hospital. That got me into another treatment program. Even then it wasn't smooth sailing - I relapsed a couple of times while I was in the program - I think I finally got tired of detoxing. This would be my one year sober this month except I relapsed (majorly dumb) in Nov. so I'm coming up on 4 months sober in a couple of days. There's nothing wrong with having to start over.

--splitimage