BlueBicycle, I hope you continue to be honest with your pdoc about your medications. You continual stopping of meds, etc. has left you often very paranoid and psychotic. Your therapist and your pdoc cannot help you if you aren't being honest with them, and the fact that you haven't been may be why your therapist has decided to communicate that information to your pdoc. You pdoc can't make safe and informed treatment decisions based on partial and/or incorrect information. Hope you are feeling better than you were a few weeks ago.