Hi everyone, I am doing pretty well today. I feel good after getting ready for my week yesterday, doing the grocery shopping/laundry/preparing a meal and just resting. Also I think acupuncture helped as I started to feel better the day after. I just love those rare days where I feel like the gears in my brain and body are just aligned properly. I think, wow,is this what it is like to not stumble through a day fighting your thoughts, fighting to concentrate, struggling to do basic actions? It gives me hope to remember what this feels like.
Tonight I cooked again-gnocchi with kale, and a side of zucchini. I am apartment hunting since they are raising the prices and remodeling here I need to decide if it's worth it to stay. Might look for a bigger place. So, that's kind of stressful, kind of exciting. I live in a studio and wouldn't mind a tad bit more space so I can have people over. See my therapist again this week, I am now doing weekly appointments which I am looking forward to so hopefully I can make some real progress, especially since now we know about the OCD like thoughts. It might also mean that if I do have a mood disorder like bipolar she will be able to see because I am seeing her more often.
Sending compassion to everyone!
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