I dont know if this is negative symptoms of schizophrenia but I just feel like laying here. The only thing that brings me happiness is listening to a song while I go for a smoke. I don't feel like doing ANYTHING. Just laying here like I'm dead. For hours.

It's very disturbing for me. Especially when it gets dark it feels like I'm dead in a grave.

I don't know if it's because I'm sick and fighting an infection. Idk.

I don't know what is wrong with me. No one knows.. I don't feel like playing video games, watching TV, eating, using the washroom.. I just want to lay here. Wtf