Well I emailed him asking if he had anything today since I could get the cheaper rate, otherwise I will go tomorrow

I was 100% honest in my initial email about baby T and he's ok with it, so I told him if I think he could be a good fit, I will probably wait about a month to really get started regularly with him. I still have baby T in the meantime and likely who I'll stick with anyway. Once he moves I'll probably be done

HOWEVER.... I know at least for a while next year I will need therapy again. I've told baby T and he agrees, IF I am gonna make the choice to reach out to my T at the end of next year, I need to be mentally prepared for it. Meaning, I have to be ok with ALL possible outcomes. Right now, I know I'm not there. So there would be some time next year I would need to focus on that too

Anyway so I still see baby T on thurs this week. We are gonna actually talk about my self worth issues instead of t and since next week is my would be 2 yr with T. He has given me 2 sessions already for that, so I would skip that week anyway with this other T. No need for therapy 3x a week.

I will see what happens.