Thanks childofchaos and downandlonely.
Yeah I was confused about my crying. It surprised me. But I was feeling very sensitive about my weight after being weighed, and then the doctor didn't come in till an hour later. I actually left, went to the front desk and said "I've been waiting for an hour, my appt. was an hour ago." and then the nurse came out and said "She's coming in to see you." I literally sat in a room for an hour by myself and it felt really lonely and like no one cared. I even thought: "Maybe they don't think I have anything better to do." "Maybe she thinks I'm too fat to be given respect." But I know both of those are interpretations and my thoughts. Not truth. It just added to me feeling upset.
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