he didn't decide it was a mistake... he decided it was time for me to become more independent.. he wants me to "gain confidence" in my abilities to help myself... i can follow his reasoning about that part, but i thought it would be slow, incremental and i thought he would maybe boost his support within session first... this is cold turkey.. and i don't understand what i am supposed to do.

i just dont understand...

i dont understand what "being there" means now.