I'm lazy. Since birth. Took eleven hours in labor.
A true procrastinator. Act in the last millisecond.
My motto: "Never do today what you can do tomorrow".

Guess what, I want to act now and can't.
I dunno if it's this cold still, or I'll be like this from now on.
I hope not.
Even if I always did anything other that what needed
to be done, I was active and engaged.
Now it's like I'm half dead. Floating in limbo.
I'm not depressed. And I'm acting more judiciously.
This has to stop.
I need to be rattling and destroying this little town of 150,000.
I don't like this calm. Not used to.
Hope it changes for the better.
It's better to be called crazy than idiot.

Cheers.