As I’ve written about before, my T and I had a rupture several weeks ago when I suddenly found out that she had taken away something from me that I valued tremendously. We’ve somewhat worked it out- meaning my T chose to take it away anyway despite my feelings and wasn’t willing to compromise on it. I thought I had accepted it and we had moved on. However, ever since this happened, I find myself feeling incredibly upset about little things with my T. We’ve had a whole bunch of mini ruptures in the last few weeks now because of these tiny things affecting me. It’s very unlike me. I also find myself continually feeling panicky about my relationship with my T and not feeling safe and trusting like I usually do. We’ve talked about this and my T knows, but it still seems to be happening. I’m definitely not wanting to walk away from this relationship. Just struggling very badly right now. To make it even worse, in the midst of all this, I told my T something about an old incident between us that had hurt me very badly and she didn’t say much at all. Soooo, I’m just really feeling down about all this and frustrated with myself.