Thanks, EM. Yeah, it really is hard and so painful. I’m not sure what to do. I feel like if I keep getting upset about little things constantly, it’s going to erode our relationship, which I definitely don’t want to have happen. I’ve had that happen with a previous relationship and deeply regret it. Yet I can’t seem to help all of my upsets when they happen, and I can’t seem to help myself from telling her suddenly. I also don’t want to make it clear to my T again how bad things really are between us. That seems pointless because she will not change her mind about what happened and then she will also know that our relationship isn’t really okay, which feels horrible to me. She does a lot for me and I know she will feel unappreciated then, which puts a lot of fear in me. So I just don’t know…