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I still love my wife so much and I never felt like I am cheating on her.
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I wonder if your wife would look at all of this the same way that you do.
I wonder if she would believe (knowing everything) that you actually love her.
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Fortunately my wife does not know any of this is going on and if she does, she would be very upset and I dont even know how she would react honestly.
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It doesn't sound like she would.
The fact that your health is deteriorating could be your body's way of telling you that the situation is untenable and needs to be changed in some way.