So my doctor met with the psychiatrist and I guess nothing productive came from it except the psychiatrist wants to meet with me on the 17th. Which means I gotta miss more work and wait and go over everything and I’m just annoyed by it all. That plus the pharmacy won’t refill my seroquel yet because I apparently have too many days left and ‘due to the nature of the medication’ whatever.

It’s not my doctor’s fault. I’m not annoyed at him. I know I’m just complicated and it’s over his head.

I just wish it was simple as ‘hey take this med here you go’ and I’m all better. At least able to cope better. Not being anxious and overwashing my hands be thinking mirrors are after me .

Just waiting and waiting and suffering and waiting what else is new.

Bringing everyone down, sorry.