I feel exhausted,I just packed the grocery shop away.I need to go to bed but at the same time I feel restless.I might browse online for half an hour before I go to bed yet.
Also yet again I feel anger and frustration and can't pinpoint exactly why,except I had issues with the app that monitors my CCTV and the man that sold it to me wouldn't let me leave it until the scheduled visit,he wanted to come round tomorrow between 8.30am and 9am,I agreed,but felt put out,I really didn't want to get up that early.In the end I figured out how to fix the app and told him to not come,he said I can still come and adjust the settings on the camera for you so it doesn't pick up traffic.I got annoyed then.I said that's scheduled in for next thursday,tomorrow I want a lie in I said,so he accepted that.But I have been angry since he suggested coming round at 8.30am tomorrow,and I am still angry about it now.He is very forceful in insisting I accommodate his hours for doing the work and I just don't like how early he wants to come and how he wants me to hang around waiting when I want to go out.It hit my anger and triggered more things from the past unrelated to this and so I was seething,resentful and burning fire underneath,smouldering all day.It's not a pleasant feeling,I don't like the CCTV man at all.