Don't say that... You're 32 only once in your life. I turned 30 over 20 years ago and recall saying something similar at the time to myself (that it doesn't matter).

I wish I could go back and realize how special that moment was and how things will never be quite the same.

Enjoy your day, the cake, your son, and your boyfriend. Take lots of photos and make memories, you'll be glad you did.

Happy birthday! 😊