Thank you so much, everyone. Your words are really hitting me.

Meanwhile, I just told T about another tiny thing that has upset me. I just pushed it with her by telling her about it yet again (she ignored it the first two times I mentioned it) and now am completely terrified of her response. I shouldn’t have told her/pushed it, but I can’t seem to let the little things go right now. They literally devastate me and drive me insane.