So glad you are feeling better Ptak! Honestly, you shouldn't have to have gone through that for their mishandling of your file or office. No excuse for an hour wait! Anyway, thanks so much for the book suggestion! I will definitely pick it up because it seems like something I can learn a lot from.

But you know, even though I am heavier now, I HAVE in fact embraced my "fatness" lol. I am rocking my size 16-18 jeans now, and found love for my body. And you know, I honestly think I don't have all that much to lose, and at 190 I can honestly say you don't really have that much to lose either!

And you know what? I gave away all my "skinny" clothes. Having them around was a reminder how I will never be again. As long as we are healthy and take care of ourselves we will be find at any size!

Thanks again, and again so glad you are feeling better!